AUTHOR & BLOGGER
"The intellectual says a simple thing in a hard way, an artist says a hard thing in a simple way.”
Charles Bukowski, Poet
"Tell your story... until your past stops tearing your present apart."
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"There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”
"It is the responsibility of the living to heal the dead. Otherwise their unfinished business will continue to play out in our fears, phobias and illnesses.’”
AUTHOR & BLOGGER
1st February 1945. Berlin.
A ten-year-old girl loses her mother on the platform as they scramble to catch a train out of the city.
2nd May 1945. Italy.
A fifty-two-year-old Wehrmacht General straightens his overcoat and prepares to surrender.
3rd August 1987. Sydney.
A twenty-two-year-old woman is welcomed into a courtyard filled with prisoners and, for the first time in her life, finally feels at home.
In My Grandfather’s Shadow is the story of three generations of one family, knotted together and woven into an episode of history that continues to appal and fascinate in equal measure. A rare confluence of memoir, psychology and a historical detective story, we see the author's determination to unravel her own family’s experiences of the Second World War and to explore the ways that inherited guilt and trauma can leave scars across generations.
‘This is an absolutely extraordinary book. In peeling back the layers of her family history, Angela Findlay reveals a vast, hidden European story that few nations have ever been brave enough to confront.’
Keith Lowe, author of Savage Continent, The Fear and the Freedom and Prisoners of History
‘A page turner of the highest calibre! Meticulously researched, searingly honest and beautifully written, this timely book is a salient reminder of how intergenerational relationships connect threads between past and present.
The author skillfully excavates her grandfather’s life putting the family puzzle together piece by piece to create a forensic and fascinating portrait of the past.
Marina Cantacuzino, author and founder of The Forgiveness Project
‘A compelling journey through guilt and shame that asks fundamental and painful questions about the extent of a family member’s participation in one of the biggest crimes of the 20th century.’
Derek Niemann, author of A Nazi in the Family.
‘An unflinching exploration of shame and pain passed between generations. This is a powerful and important book which will change the way in which we understand ourselves.’
Emma Craigie, author of Hitler’s Last Day
For as long as I can remember I have written. It started with letters, diaries, travel journals and notebooks. Writing was my way to document, explore, question, understand and share. Words and texts gradually seeped into my artworks until the medium of writing replaced my paints and palette knife as my required mode of expression.
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Monthly responses to current affairs relating to my range of interests and expertise in order to navigate pathways towards positive societal change:
- the British Criminal Justice System and art’s role as an alternative to punishment
- World War Two cultures of remembrance in Britain and Germany and the roles of art, apology, atonement and forgiveness in individuals and society
- the transgenerational transmission of unresolved trauma, wrongdoing, shame and how to heal the scars of the past.
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